- courage and strength
- trust
- respect and self-respect
- pride
- a new understanding of the limits of love
- a new understanding of the limitless forms of love
- hope
More on the subject to come soon - so much to process still.
Monday, May 11, 2009
Lessons learned
Things learned this weekend with Loki:
More on the subject to come soon - so much to process still.
More on the subject to come soon - so much to process still.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Preparations
Very excited about another weekend with my pup/slave Loki. Unfortunately for us, he lives in NYC and I'm upstate right now. We're really hoping to correct this situation this summer/fall, but for now, we're enjoying weekend get-aways and lots of phone calls.
So, unfortunately this week, Loki broke one of our "rules" and forgot to ask permission to masturbate. I've considered giving him a break since it's masturbation month, but I really feel I need to establish firm control at this point, and don't want to let him get away with anything. I'm a firm believer in the punishment should fit the crime, so I'm weighing my options. He's very anxious about what I may do. I just wish I knew enough bondage to do what I want to do.....
On the other hand, he has been SUCH a good slave and so considerate! He's complied with my wishes and directions, and really shown great initiative and imagination in trying to please me across the miles. I am so proud of him!! While there will be that one punishment, there will be many, many rewards! Some surprises he doesn't even know about yet!
But the big thing this weekend.....I will be officially collaring him! We are both VERY excited about this. This will be a very big step for both of us, but one I feel we are ready to take. A very special evening I hope it will be.
On a side note: I want to give special mention to Lorii and the great folks at Wyred Slave . Lorii has really been so wonderful and personable helping me with my order and I look forward to doing business with them again.
So, wish us luck this weekend!!!
So, unfortunately this week, Loki broke one of our "rules" and forgot to ask permission to masturbate. I've considered giving him a break since it's masturbation month, but I really feel I need to establish firm control at this point, and don't want to let him get away with anything. I'm a firm believer in the punishment should fit the crime, so I'm weighing my options. He's very anxious about what I may do. I just wish I knew enough bondage to do what I want to do.....
On the other hand, he has been SUCH a good slave and so considerate! He's complied with my wishes and directions, and really shown great initiative and imagination in trying to please me across the miles. I am so proud of him!! While there will be that one punishment, there will be many, many rewards! Some surprises he doesn't even know about yet!
But the big thing this weekend.....I will be officially collaring him! We are both VERY excited about this. This will be a very big step for both of us, but one I feel we are ready to take. A very special evening I hope it will be.
On a side note: I want to give special mention to Lorii and the great folks at Wyred Slave . Lorii has really been so wonderful and personable helping me with my order and I look forward to doing business with them again.
So, wish us luck this weekend!!!
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